From Gaza, with Love

Friday, June 30, 2006

Gaza-friday night 1.30 am

the power still off , it comes on and off irregularly, the electricity company is trying hard , to supply power to 1.5 million population,who used to get electricity by the power plant , that has been completely destroyed 2 nights ago ,tonight another electrical generators has been attacked and destroyed completely , in the middle camps and jabalia ,i tried to explain to my daughter the complicated mechanisms of power distribution , and how the electrical company is trying hard,she was so frustrated ,to learn that we will be receiving patchy power for another 3 month AT LEAST.and we need to rationalise many things , food consumption,water use , going out,may be smiling and laughing ,and the worst is when the hospitals had to rationalise surgical operations , due to lack of medications,and power and fuel.life will continue and the shameful official arabic and international sielence will continue ,this is not the start,and will not be the end Palestinian people will continue their struggle against injustice and occupation of the large famous democracy in the area(Israel) , and yet occupying force???it is not strange it is happenning in Iraq,by the most powerful and democratic country USA,with its support, Israel has free hand , both are new colonial forces.

they are attacking Gaza city right now , jablia,and Beit Lahia, the ER department of AlAwda Hospital ,received 7 casualities , (moderetly injured).
they launched at least 15 missiles,the noise of the jet fighters and Apachi heliocapters ,interrupted my already interrupted sleep,iam fully awake now , i didnot get good sleep ,for 4 days ,
the targets were different places ,inside gaza city.
things are clear for me , the military operation in Gaza ,aims to destroy the infrastructure completely,to end up with no goverment no PA , no negotiations with palestinians,peace is not israel goal, israel is a colonial , racist regeime,hiding behind democracy.and its citizens security.

THE AIR RAID IS CONTINUING

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Gaza under large scale military attack

Dear freinds

i sent this email to my feind Hilary in the uk , i felt tense and wanted
to share what iam going through with her , i think i like to share it with
you too , and try to tell the world what is going on


in solidarity
Mona ElFarra


Dear Hilary

I am writing while the jet fighters are in the sky , with their horrible
sound , bringing death and horror,it is 10.30pm, I am still like everyone
waiting , i hope they will not go ahead with their operation into Gaza,
the outcome could be horrible ,the resistance movemet are going ahead with
their preperation too,but the balance of power is obvious to wich side
,any way Israel with resistance or no resistance is attacking us all the
time, but this time will be different ,and in the process many civilian
lives will be lost,iam listening to the local radio, it seems that the
operation started in khanyunis ,the artilary started shelling ,under the
cover of apachi heliocapters,and jet fighters , i am able to write now ,
do not know what will happen next,the power might cut off soon , few hours
ago , Mohammed and Sondos had a narrow escape during their way home , a
car exploded 150 meters from my home , close to the president home, one
person died and 4 injured, i cannot help feeling of worry, i am after all
a mother , ,
i shall stay strong , tommorrow iam going to the red crescent society
office, we are supposed to get some medications to be used at Alawda
hospital for the emergency department,that was stopped at the closed
borders , i am hoping to get it through with the help of WHO , i am not
sure if we shall receive them in time, but i shall keep trying.
the aeroplanes sound in the sky is geting louder .
i shall keep writing , it is big releif for me ,
love you all

Mona
ps Hilary is my freind in the Uk
Alawda Hospital is inside jabalia refujee camp, 2 weeks ago, it received
the Galia family children,who lost their parents during the beach
incident.
Mohamed and Sondos are my dear kids, i pray for the safety of all the the
children of the world,including israeli children

ALAWDA HOSPITAL MEDICTION SUPPLIES IS ENOUGH FOR ONE WEEK , OF ROUTINE
USE,IF THE OPERATION CONTINUE , AND CASULITIES NUMBERS INCREASE A HEALTH
DESASTER WILL FOLLOW IAM JUST WARNING

the operation against Gaza ,is continuing,it is 1.30 am,the gaza bridge
has been destroyed,the jet fighters are still in the sky hitting many
targets.
the gaza power plant was hit bt at least 7 missiles , i can see a big fire
from my window , and hear the sirens of emergency vans,the gun boats
started shelling too , i live by the beach .

,
this is updating in the morning ,28th of june 7 am
last night , it was very dangerous for me to reach the computer the power
was cut off , i stayed on the floor with my son and daughter, we didnot
sleep at all like all the residents in gaza strip.while trying to get
some hours of sleep , we didnot manage , the jet fighters sonic bombs
started showering us , it is very loud and horrifying voice , they are
continuing their attacks.

i contacted the hospital several times , no casualities yet, the operation
is going on in different parts of the gaza strip, but it is focused in the
south,rafah, i have no idea about the casulities


I WILL CONTINUE FURTHE UPDATES ON MY BLOG at http://fromgaza.blogspot.com/

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Gaza tonight

Dear Hilary
I am writing while the jet fighters are in the sky , with their horrible
sound , bringing death and horror,it is 10.30pm, I am still like everyone
waiting , i hope they will not go ahead with their operation into Gaza,
the outcome could be horrible ,the resistance movemet are going ahead with
their preperation too,but the balance of power is obvious to wich side
,any way Israel with resistance or no resistance is attacking us all the
time, but this time will be different ,and in the process many civilian
lives will be lost,iam listening to the local radio, it seems that the
operation started in khanyunis ,the artilary started shelling ,under the
cover of apachi heliocapters,and jet fighters , i am able to write now ,
do not know what will happen next,the power might cut off soon , few hours
ago , Mohammed and Sondos had a narrow escape during their way home , a
car exploded 150 meters from my home , close to the president home, one
person died and 4 injured, i cannot help feeling of worry, i am after all
a mother , ,
i shall stay strong , tommorrow iam going to the red crescent society
office, we are supposed to get some medications to be used at Alawda
hospital for the emergency department,that was stopped at the closed
borders , i am hoping to get it through with the help of WHO , i am not
sure if we shall receive them in time, but i shall keep trying.
the aeroplanes sound in the sky is geting louder .
i shall keep writing , it is big releif for me ,
love you all

Mona
ps Hilary is my freind in the Uk
Alawda Hospital is inside jabalia refujee camp, 2 weeks ago, it received the Galia family children,who lost their parents during the beach incident.
Mohamed and Sondos are my dear kids, i pray for the safety of all the the children of the world,including israeli children

ALAWDA HOSPITAL MEDICTION SUPPLIES IS ENOUGH FOR ONE WEEK , OF ROUTINE USE,IF THE OPERATION CONTINUE , AND CASULITIES NUMBERS INCREASE A HEALTH DESASTER WILL FOLLOW IAM JUST WARNING

the operation against G,aza ,is continuing,it is 1.30 am,the gaza bridge have been destroyed,the jet fighters are still in the sky hitting many targets.


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gaza tonight

Dear Hilary
salamt
i am worried like all of us here in gaza,waiting and cannot expect what
exactly will happen,we experinced all sorts of israeli agression,in the
last few months,and throughout the intifada, only since ehod olmert took
over the goverment 4month ago,85 palestinian were killed,echonomical and
political sanctions,people here in Gaza have nothing to lose,may be they
have only their chains to lose ,frustrated and donot anticipate or
lookforward for any hopefull horizon,
so it is not strange to find people reaction so strongly pro the military
operation against the israeli army , and the soldier kidnaping ,especially
since it came after almost 2 weeks of successive killings of civilians
inside Gaza,we are realy surrounded with death and expect death all the
time , the disengagement of the israeli army last september,left Gaza
people facing their destiny alone ,with the full control of the isreli
occupation army ,outside the gaza borders,
the disengagement and building of the wall in the west bank , didnot
bring peace to Israelis,

i will not go to bed tonight , most of us in gaza will not,i prepared my
emergency bag ,left it next to the front door,the hospitals declared high
emergency status,the medical facilities resources are exhusted,and limited
due to the sanctions ,
personaly i think of Mohammed ,his safety , and his university , i think
of sondos , iam tired myself , still recovering of my bad back, and minor
eye surgery,iam thinking of you paul and mishca, would i be able to meet
with you again ?
i think i will , we are survivors
i love you all
in solidarity
Mona
Gaza-26th of june 11 pm -the night of expected large operation into gaza

ps Hilary is my freind in the Uk ,and activist in the PSC Shefeild branch

gaza tonight

Dear Hilary
salamt
i am worried like all of us here in gaza,waiting and cannot expect what
exactly will happen,we experinced all sorts of israeli agression,in the
last few months,and throughout the intifada, only since ehod olmert took
over the goverment 4month ago,85 palestinian were killed,echonomical and
political sanctions,people here in Gaza have nothing to lose,may be they
have only their chains to lose ,frustrated and donot anticipate or
lookforward for any hopefull horizon,
so it is not strange to find people reaction so strongly pro the military
operation against the israeli army , and the soldier kidnaping ,especially
since it came after almost 2 weeks of successive killings of civilians
inside Gaza,we are realy surrounded with death and expect death all the
time , the disengagement of the israeli army last september,left Gaza
people facing their destiny alone ,with the full control of the isreli
occupation army ,outside the gaza borders,
the disengagement and building of the wall in the west bank , didnot
bring peace to Israelis,

i will not go to bed tonight , most of us in gaza will not,i prepared my
emergency bag ,left it next to the front door,the hospitals declared high
emergency status,the medical facilities resources are exhusted,and limited
due to the sanctions ,
personaly i think of Mohammed ,his safety , and his university , i think
of sondos , iam tired myself , still recovering of my bad back, and minor
eye surgery,iam thinking of you paul and mishca, would i be able to meet
with you again ?
i think i will , we are survivors
i love you all
in solidarity
Mona
Gaza-26th of june 11 pm -the night of expected large operation into gaza

ps Hilary is my freind in the Uk ,and activist in the PSC Shefeild branch

Saturday, June 24, 2006

my dairies 2000 beginning of the intifada

Dear freinds
i would like to share with you some of my dairies , it has been edited by Nahla Abdo and Ronit Lentin book,
Diary of the Dispossessed: Women’s Misery and Suffering under Israeli Occupation


ps since that date , big crimes against palestinian people were committed
women ,children,health workers,students ,farmers workers,every palestinian were target ,of a big systematic well organised planned agression , there was no military acts by Palestinian people in the 1st few month of the intifada ,the intifada started with nonviolent protests against occupation ,yet in the 1st few month , at least 334 were killed many more were injured , while protesting against the occupation.
here is my diaries i wrote more and more since that date.........



At the beginning of al-Aqsa Intifada I invited my mother, a seventy-nine-year-old widow and retired head teacher, to stay at my place so I can look after her during this state of national emergency. Her house is near settlement areas in Khan Younis, south of Gaza city, and the situation is very unsafe, with daily violent confrontations between protestors and the Israeli army. Everywhere in the Gaza Strip and the West Bank, Palestinian stone throwers face an army shielded from any serious threat to its safety by armored vehicles, tanks, and highly protected barracks.

Since my mother came to my place, her only contact with our neighbors has been by telephone. The news about house demolitions, land leveling and tree uprooting reached her only gradually. Sensing unexpected events, she could not sleep for many nights, and worried about her house, unable to reach it or send anybody to get her special belongings.

On 22 November 2000 we hear about our next-door neighbors, a very poor widow and her two children. The bulldozers started their work at eleven o’clock at night. In great shock, and unaware of the danger, our neighbor threw herself against the bulldozer. She hoped to save her house, her only shelter, but she could not. She collapsed in agony, pain, and hatred. The Israelis had given no notice prior to the demolition. All the houses on their street were demolished, with the furniture inside. In some cases, the Israeli bulldozers started their job with families still indoors. To this very minute, families have not been allowed to return to their houses, or their leveled land.

The Israelis continue their inhuman actions. The amount of damage is far beyond any warranted by the security measures they claim were necessary. It is simply collective punishment, humiliation, and harassment.

On 26 November 2000 I received the shocking news of the demolition of my mother’s house; I expressed my feelings in the following letter, which was distributed worldwide.

Best Wishes from Gaza

I woke up this morning to hear the shocking news of my mother’s house demolition. The Israeli bulldozers demolished the well adjacent to the house, as well as dozens of houses in the area. They also uprooted vast areas of bountiful agricultural land that includes orange, olive, and guava groves. Many families in the area are homeless, with the Red Cross just recently supplying them with tents. I cannot explain to you how bad I feel. All my childhood memories…I still remember my late father’s rare photos, the minute I first drank that water from our well out of his hands. I still remember the joy of the relatives, friends and neighbors coming to celebrate this moment with us. The olive, orange, and guava trees, and many other trees, do not carry symbolic value only; they also have great economic value. They are lifelines for many families in the area. Agriculture is these people’s only income. The Israelis aim to decimate our already annihilated economy, to uproot us, to destroy our culture and to deny our very existence on this land for thousands of years.

It is worth telling you that the Israeli army did not give any warning. The houses were demolished with the furniture inside. As you know, my mother lives in that house, but recently I invited her to stay with me because of the difficult times. My mother feels so bad about what happened. Our thoughts are with our neighbors, who are very poor and have no alternative homes.

Besides everything else I have mentioned, these demolitions are as huge blow to the environment. Some of the trees, especially the tall beautiful trees we call Jumaiz, are very rare species. What is happening is a major violation of human rights, a blow to the economy, environment, and peace. I feel angry, helpless, devastated, abandoned. The sad fact is that despite all these crimes against humanity, most Israelis do not care.

During these difficult moments, I remember a very touching poem, by the most gifted Palestinian poet, Mahmoud Darwish:
I came back from the dead,
To live
I represent an uncompromising wound,
The brutality of my executor has taught me,
To bite the bullet,
And carry on,
And sing,
I will sing,
I will resist,
I will resist.

I can assure you that one day, we will replant these trees and rebuild our houses, and water will flow again, even stronger than before, hopefully washing away the horrific memories of the decades-long Israeli aggression. We may be weak, but justice is on our side and one day it will prevail.




I suffered from a sleeping disorder. My mother did as well. I am still experiencing different sorts of nightmares, up to this very minute.

I felt strongly that I must go to the area, to see what is going on, to meet with the families, to express solidarity and to find out if they need any help. I had personal feelings. I felt as if I had lost one of my children, and could not grieve before holding it in my arms.

The main road leading to Khan Younis, where my family lives, was closed. It was diverted to a country lane under the supervision of army tanks, and is open, theoretically, for only two hours a day, though most of the time it is not. I am talking about the only connection between Gaza city and the southern part of the Strip. Medical supplies were delayed in reaching hospitals, and medical teams faced many serious effects, especially when the Khan Younis hospitals lacked oxygen cylinder supplies. The siege continues on and off. Still, I insisted on going. With the help of a friend, using side roads, we walked for one hour. I was greatly shocked to see the extent of the damage, the uprooted trees, the ruins of houses, the uprooted plant nurseries, the destroyed wells and poultry farms. I could not recognize my very dear place. My God! I could not recognize the area; it had lost its identity completely. I could not but burst into tears, crying loudly, as did my companion.

I was fifty meters away from my parents’ place. An Israeli jeep stopped us. The soldiers pointed at me and threatened to open fire if I did not leave the place. Still in tears, I tried to talk to them. I hated myself later on for showing them my weakness and misery. They ordered me to leave at once. I felt abandoned, devastated, helpless. This is inhuman, I thought to myself! The anger and determination to resist increased inside me.

The Israelis will not succeed in demoralizing us, I swore to myself. It is not only my personal pain, but other people’s pain too. Twenty-five families are living in tents. These people are not just numbers. They are real people with stories to tell.

A week later I went to visit the families in these tents. What I found was shocking. These women refused to leave the sites of their houses, despite daily shooting intended to force them to leave. I met children who go to school while Israeli soldiers shoot above their heads to terrify them. I felt empowered by meeting these women. I felt it is my national duty to work hard to tell the entire world about the Israeli soldiers through real human acts.

While I was writing these words, I received a phone call from one of the families I had visited. A woman had given birth to a baby – another addition to the twenty-first century refugees. I received another call from a member of the UHWC (Union of Health Workers Committee), a doctor, who shared her ordeal with me. ‘I was stopped at the checkpoint, asked to leave my car and stand by the army tank,’ she said. ‘When I refused, I was threatened with being shot. Still I insisted on refusing to obey their orders. They stopped my car for one whole hour, then let me go home.’ ‘I admire your attitude very much,’ I said. But the fact is that my doctor friend went home completely distressed and psychologically shocked.

One only needs to go to al-Qarara village to realize that what has been done goes far beyond anything warranted by security, it is simply occupation, collective punishment.

On 27 January 2001 I revisited al-Qarara and met with the dispossessed families again. Every time I go there, feelings of anger and pain boil inside me. What I see is real: one of the houses was occupied by the Israeli Defense Forces while the family that lived there was relegated to the ground floor. Living with your killer under the same roof, and by force, is unbearable. And this is not the only house where this is happening, I was informed.

Walking through the Night in Labor


I met a woman who had just given birth to a little baby boy. While in labor, and with strong contractions, she had to walk for one hour to reach the nearest available transportation. Cars are not allowed to enter that road area after 8pm and the Israelis open fire without prior warning if any car passes by. An uneasy delivery followed. The baby is fine, but his mother was distressed.

I still cannot overcome that painful experience. I saw another baby who was malnourished. I arranged immediate medical help. I asked the women, ‘Do you believe in peace?’ and they all answered strongly, and without hesitation, ‘We pray for fair peace, not humiliating peace.’ I say with them, ‘We do not want peace that will divide us into pieces.’

I met with farmers in a protest tent near their leveled land. The destroyed land needs a lot of work to be planted again in time for the harvest. The farmers feel strong pain, watching the rain but not being allowed to reach their land. They feel helpless and isolated.

I am describing just some of what I met in al-Qarara village near Khan Younis. But this is the case in all agricultural areas of the Gaza Strip. All people of destroyed land, including myself, will sue the IDF in the high court. But who will return the environment to its original state? Old trees, landmarks on the road for decades, have been destroyed; rare species of trees have been uprooted. They are very old and real witnesses to the barbaric Israeli acts.

The Israeli practices are inhuman and out of control. Serious action must be taken by the international community to stop the Israeli destruction, the uprooting of our trees, culture, and history!

1 February 2001

I have just arrived from al-Qarara, the destroyed village. Here are some new stories.

The night the bulldozers started was so dark and frightening; children were crying. One seven-year-old girl escaped the terrifying scene, walking alone in the dark, unaware of time or space. All she wanted was to be away from the soldiers and the bulldozers. It was not until the next day that her parents found her in a terrifying state. The girl still suffers from psychological distress and learning difficulties, according to the family.

The women of al-Qarara insisted on not letting the Israeli soldiers demolish their houses and made a human shield with their bodies to stop the bulldozers. In response, the Israelis called further military forces who shot at the women and threw tear gas bombs until they surrendered. They bulldozers carried on with their destruction.

On her wedding night, Mrs. Algebra’s house was demolished with all the furniture and Gehaz (bride gifts she had brought with her) inside it. The newlyweds are still unable to overcome the trauma and the psychological effects it had upon them. The husband told me he would never forget or forgive the Israelis for what they did to his new home and his hopes.

To date, the Israelis are still occupying four houses in the area. The irony is that they are living with their victims under the same roof. As armed soldiers, the Israeli occupiers feel safe; meanwhile, the owners of these houses are being terrorized and feel unsafe. They undergo systematic harassment, and they are placed under curfew from 6pm until 6am the next morning.

I have to say here that I cannot describe the real suffering, distress, and agony which the people in al-Qarara have experienced in the several months that have passed since the beginning of the Intifada. There are no words that can express these people’s lives.

Every time I go there, the women in particular are happy to see me. I have the feeling that my presence empowers the women, but this is not enough. Serious actions must be taken. These people have to be reached and visited regularly by other humanitarian organizations and political solidarity groups. They need medical and especially psychological care and attention. They need the solidarity and support of all concerned humanitarian bodies and political groups.



Ps big crimes against palestinian people , during the intifada happened since that date , there was no military acts by Palestinian people in the 1st few month of the intifada ,the intifad started as protest against occupation ,yeet in the 1st few month , at least 334 were killed while protesting against the occupation.

Friday, June 23, 2006

hello i am there

Dear All
just to let you know that iam Ok,thanks alot (i love munich)for your concern , i was realy was touched . while lacking the least feeling of security the burden is too much , iam working most of the times under big pressure ,too many responsibilities ,and intense worry and anxiety , but i have to continue like all of us here
, after the beach incidents so many things happened ,assisnations that missed target, and ended up with loss of lives of inocvent children , iam sure that you are following the news , for many days the beach was deserted, all families were afraid to go there, but life (though with poor quality) is gradualy continuing,we have no other choice , i do strongly beleive that life will conquer death , and justice is the longterm winner
forgive me for not writing , i promise to start again

Mona

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

gaza today

>Dear Freinds, brothers ,sisters and comrades
gaza 12.30 pm local time
, israeli Apachi heliocapter launched
> its rockets , three times against palestinian civilians in the east of
> gaza city,the target was one of jihad movement member who was killed ,
> but civilians were not avoided , 9 at least were killed , 35 injured and
> the number of killed may increase , due to the serious injuries , 2 of the
> killed were emergency health workers, while trying to evacuate the injured
> .
> iam writing from my home , unable to focus , trying to reassure my
> youngest daughter, while the f16 jet fighters are crossing the sky , the
> electrical power might cut off any mintue , this is the case after any
> attack , so iam writing in a hurry , we are surounded with death , freinds,
> neibours , collegeues .........
> my quick messege to you
> Israel has the free hand to attack us in Palestine with the full support
> ,of usa financial political and military, talking about democracy please
> forget it , it is a world of one hopeless criminal power USA
>
> together we shall do many things, the future is hours one day we shall see
> just peaceful world , and we shall prevail
> i love you all
> Mona ElFarra
>
>
>
>
> --

Sunday, June 11, 2006

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Gaza: On the beach
Report by Mona Elfarra
Published: 10/06/06
4 pm Friday afternoon, 9th of June
Hoda age 12, with her brothers and sisters, running happily, giggling, racing to
reach the beach, her dad and mum busy carrying the picnic basket. It is Friday
and Hoda’s family like other Palestinians, were trying to enjoy a little fun. A
moment’s escape from the hardship of daily life... economic sanctions from
Israel, the EU, and US, military siege, 4 months with no salaries for more than
160, 000 government employees, a Palestinian economy already vulnerable and
impoverished, the high unemployment rate, unsettled political situation,
factional interclashes, vulnerable health services, lack of vital medications,
widespread psychological problems, and child malnutrition.
The moment shattered. An Israeli gunship suddenly fired at random against the
beach, while army tanks fired artillery shells and Apache helicopters crossed
the sky. 40 civilians were injured, 10 killed.
I watched Heba on the local TV,
shocked yelling shouting crying, “ya baba ya baba” (dad dad dad dad). Her
father’s dead body was on the sandy hill unable to answer the child’s plea, her
mother was killed along with Hoda’s 3 brothers and sisters.

In the Hospital

The child arrived at the Al Awda Hospital with tens of injured and dead. Hoda
was shocked and in a state of denial. She kept saying to me “mum and dad did
not pass away, they are in another hospital”!!!
Whole families were destroyed in minutes, but all I heard was “the Israeli army
will investigate the incident”. American officials commented on the right of
Israel to defend its security!!!!!!!!!

I personally have no comment.
Like many of us in Gaza, I burst into tears. Some
of my collegues at the hospital could not go to the child’s room. The camera
man collapsed at the scene.


Friends....

Last week while I was at Al Awda hospital(north of gaza), I visited the health
emergency crew, who were targeted while evacuating the dead bodies of
resistance fighters, after a battle between the Israeli army and the resistance
movement. One of the injured was Dia Halaby, age 27, he is one of the hospital’s
health emergency team. Ten civilians were injured, as well as a local radio news
reporter.
The ambulance was heavily damaged, though it was clear that it was a rescue
team.
I tried to write, to report what I have heard from Dia and others. I
couldn’t write, I felt that this was one of the normal practices of the Israeli
army, to attack health emergency teams.
now I am wondering, is it our
destiny as people living under occupation, to deal with abnormal practices as
if they were settled normal facts??
I feel that no place in Gaza is safe. I mentioned that phrase in one of my press
releases at the beginning of the intifada, and I still feel the same way.

freinds
please help me to stay strong ,so i cam continue helping others
Yours In solidarity
Mona Elfarra